ISSUE 32 - DECEMBER 2025

CONTENTS
JRR Tolkien: “There was a great tree – a huge poplar with vast limbs – visible through my window even as I lay in bed. I loved it, and was anxious about it. It had been savagely mutilated some years before, but had gallantly grown new limbs – though of course not with the unblemished grace of its former natural self; and now a foolish neighbour was agitating to have it felled. Every tree has its enemy, few have an advocate…In all my works I take the part of trees as against all their enemies.”

A.E. Stallings: “I sometimes think about Sappho and wonder what her ‘readership’ or audience would have reasonably been, composing in her dialect of Greek on an island. A couple of thousand at most? And yet we are still reading her, and she somehow speaks directly to us.”

Henri Matisse: “Don’t try to be original. Be simple. Be good technically, and if there is something in you, it will come out.”

Virginia Woolf: “In writing choose the common words; avoid rhapsody and eloquence—yet, it is true, poetry is delicious; the best prose is that which is most full of poetry.”

Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart: “Neither a lofty degree of intelligence nor imagination nor both together go to the making of genius. Love, love, love, that is the soul of genius.” 

Rafael Campo: “Perhaps, I mused finally as an impatient wind rose up around me, the best that poetry can do is to contain, for some of us, our emotions. Perhaps, in this way, it could leave a record, a kind of document that some might cast aside but that others might encounter with relief, and hope, and gratitude.”

Hélène Cixous: “Woman must write herself: must write about women and bring women to writing, from which they have been driven away as violently as from their bodies—for the same reasons, by the same law, with the same fatal goal. Woman must put herself into the text—as into the world and into history—by her own movement.”

Alice Gregory: “He has assembled ample archival evidence indicating that she had multiple romantic and sexual relationships with women in the course of many decades.” (“The Strange Afterlife of Hilma af Klint, Painting’s Posthumous Star.” The New Yorker. November 16, 2025.)




ISSUE 32 - DECEMBER 2025 - CONTENTS


POETRYART
ELLEN MILLER-MACK
Love Oh Love 

SLP
#1: Postcard ghazal

JENNA E. LACKEY
Life would be easy with Mike

R.M. DAVENPORT
The Game

EMILY HAY
Sappho in Trouble 

VALENTINA REETZ
Four Poems 

AEDÍN JANE SMYTH
Counting Matchsticks

PENNY WEI
Self-Portrait as Girl in a Catholic Bathroom, Unfolding

EMILY SMALL
The Five Rivers

LIZ AHL
Trusted Reader

CAROLYN GEVINSKI
Iambic Crush

NAOMI ZANDER
Heartbreak Hotel

MADELINE TIETZ-SOKOLSKAYA
my voice

M. BROOKE WEST
Of Crumpling the Leaves

HILMA AF KLINT
The Swan No. 10 (1915)

HILMA AF KLINT
The Swan No. 9 (1915)

HILMA AF KLINT
Wheat and Wormwood (1922)

HILMA AF KLINT
Primordial Chaos No. 16 (1906-07)

HILMA AF KLINT
The Swan No. 18 (1915)

HILMA AF KLINT
Svenska Grupp III No. 5 (1907)

HILMA AF KLINT
The Swan No. 16 (1915)

HILMA AF KLINT
Tree of Knowledge No. 1 (1913-1915)

HILMA AF KLINT
Altarpiece No. 2 (1915)

HILMA AF KLINT
The Dove No. 1 (1915)

HILMA AF KLINT
The Swan No. 12 (1915)

HILMA AF KLINT
Chaos No. 2 (1906)

HILMA AF KLINT
Hilma af Klint, Evolution No.13 (1908)

HILMA AF KLINT
Hilma af Klint, Altarpiece No. 1 (1915)







Ellen Miller-Mack

Love Oh Love

I too quarreled with Aphrodite to whom I pray you will come soon
—Sappho

You, Aphrodite, tossing candy to the crowd
Longing clings to you, a silky skirt that rises
with a warm breeze. You have reduced me
to a thing that wants. Not knowing what I know
not seeing what I see & I gorge on anything
that looks like love
Bones, shreds of foil, plastic wrappers—
all stuck in my throat—
& yet you tell me to sing!
I could be outside with the blooming lilacs
I could be free, but I can’t bear to be away
from your scent. It clouds every room, every living cell
Love oh love oh careless love
I could use a sonnet right now, an unmade bed
I write to O. “our whisperings are a dream-quilt
of hummingbirds” & there goes the other shoe.
You say, the damaged heart will sprout new vessels, just ask
I am a fool, Aphrodite, release me, please but bring O. back
one more time—without the knives & ultraviolet powers
from her place by the salty sea
through the dry roots of that sad tree of us
half-eaten by her sweet goats





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Ellen Miller-Mack is a nurse practitioner (retired/rewired) with an MFA in Poetry from Drew University. Her book reviews have appeared in Rattle, Valparaiso, Bookslut, the Rumpus, the Poetry Cafe, and the Poetry Foundation. Her poems have appeared in Lavender Review (journal and anthology January 2025), Lily Poetry Review, Antiphon, 5 A.M., Redheaded Stepchild, Affilia, and The Lake Rises: poems to and for our bodies of water. Ellen co-wrote The Real Cost of Prisons Comix (PM Press) and the comic books are downloadable free HERE. She is the host of Poet Talk, a live radio program on WMUA (www.wmua.org) which is also a podcast on Spotify and Apple. If you are a poet living in Western Massachusetts or close enough to drive to Amherst, get in touch with me at emillermack@gmail.com.




The Swan No. 10



Hilma af Klint, The Swan No. 10 (1915)

slp

#1: Postcard ghazal

I’ve lost her again. I’m afraid to find her
here, in this prayer, that always finds her

the plucked string beneath the cup makes the water
shiver—ever outward—you’re not meant to find her

vetiver & bergamot to oil the hair
soft grapeseed oil for the heart—nothing binds her

the deep water in me echoes in my well
the drop-tuned string loose and taut the moon behind her

Friend, it isn’t good for me to look for You
in anyone else—again. Let me find Her

—strong-feather-armed seagull, leave this place behind
reverse your circles—breathe—unwind Her




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slp is a Madqueer poet, songwriter, musician, and educator living in Colorado. Their manuscripts have been finalists multiple times for the Ahsahta Sawtooth Competition, Slope Book Prize, chapbook competitions at Ashahta and Gazing Grains; the 2023 UNLV Black Mountain Institute Witness Literary Award for Creative Nonfiction; and semifinalists at University of Wisconsin Brittingham-Pollak. They produce music and perform as @maudlynmonroe bc they have so many emotions.

The Swan No. 9



Hilma af Klint, The Swan No. 9 (1915)

Jenna E. Lackey

Life would be easy with Mike

Lunking thoughts hoard
as I tie my boney shoe
the laces seeping together
into a practice of sleeplessness.

I sit next to him in class
our fading friendship
was a teased nature
of heteronormative smoothies.

The rock concerts and recitals
with his hand in mine shaking;
it’s big and rough
and he drowns me in space
pushing too close. The shoelaces
now wind around my throat.

My family unwrapping him
like threaded socks
at Christmas. His eyes
squinted like a bushy squirrel
in a football helmet.

Life would be easier with Mike
but I love Ali.





Jenna E. Lackey is an undergraduate student majoring in psychology and creative writing at Hartwick College and is originally from Troy, New York. Her interests include experimental romanticism and some more macabre works. She has been published in Hartwick College’s Word of Mouth and UAlbany’s ARCH.

Wheat and Wormwood



Hilma af Klint, Wheat and Wormwood (1922)

R.M. Davenport

The Game

The eightball barrels towards the corner pocket,
and the colorful satellites in its wake ricochet around the table.
The game is over before it begins.
We sit on the bench along the wall of the bar
with blue chalk powdered fingertips and condensation on our glasses,
your velvet lips pressed together like dimpled thighs.
You lean over close to my ear,
and tell me in hushed tones to scoot over.

I walk you to your car under a starless sky,
and your eyes a couple of dials I might turn up, or down
like the heat in the cramped space of your midsize sedan.
When you say goodnight, I go to return
to the mannequin with the bright feather boa
that watches over the dancefloor like a chaperone.
Then you say, “I really wasn’t done talking to you,”
while you white knuckle your steering wheel.
You add nothing more, and it’s everything I need to hear.
I say goodnight, and when I entangle myself in you,
your scent stings my nose, and my eyes are rings
around distant moons finally come to ground.
When I close the passenger door and turn my back,
the longing drops away like a lead ball
into puddles made in deep ruts in Earth.
I step over them, moving back towards the kickdrums.





R.M. Davenport graduated from the University of Maine at Machias with a background in creative writing. She lives openly as a queer woman who is focused on tackling difficult conversations around trauma, poverty and mental illness through the arts. She has recently had work featured in issues of the San Antonio Review, Feels Blind Literary, and the Rockvale Review.

Primordial Chaos No. 16



Hilma af Klint, Primordial Chaos No. 16 (1906-07)

Emily Hay

Sappho in Trouble

Sappho in a passion calls up Aphrodite;
Gets the answerphone; but claims emergency.
She spent the hours of darkness flailing in her duvet.
“My sweet, my ally, do pop in for coffee.”

Our rapid reaction goddess rushes in in nightie,
Coat, eau de toilette and black stiletto boots.
She looks too pretty really for the part of schemer, 
Parks her chariot outside on a meter.

“Since Sappho calls, I come down from the clouds.
The pet birds flew me here, my dear,” she says.
“All sweeties, sparrows, promiscuous of course, 
So fast and frivolous but such delightful feathers.

“Crushes, flings and grandes passions, we do. 
If she runs away, then soon may she pursue.
Assert your dignity, and punish hers;
Waltzing, tease; and let her plead for every kiss.”

But later: “Really this one is so young, again. 
Too much, dear. Perhaps it’s time to settle down.
I know the dancing mistress calls the tune
But—immortal to mortal speaks the truth.”




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Emily Hay is an English writer from London -  a queer parent, insider-outsider and community volunteer writing poetry, short stories and longer. Her poetry and prose has been published by Lancaster Litfest; Coffee House poetry magazine; Riggwelter Press; Aôthen Magazine; Lavender Review; City Lit Between the Lines; Gay Authors Workshop; Vernacular Journal and Poetry Bus.


The Swan No. 18



Hilma af Klint, The Swan No. 18 (1915)

Valentina Reetz

The Train Station, Tuesday, 10 AM

The sun shattered across the sky
like a liquor bottle over a bald head.
San Francisco was pockmarked and absurd
couldn’t tell if it was day or night
I checked other.
The subway is more like the ocean than the subway today,
the trains advance and recess.
As for myself, I have been doing more of the latter.




The Wild Side, Saturday, 3 AM

The wild side can be located exactly four blocks east
of St. Mary’s Cathedral.

I worked there for a few months just after moving
to San Francisco.
Glassy-eyed whores prayed while nobody watched,
junkies got well,
and a man waited until we were alone to ask if I thought
he was hopeless.

I told him it’s never too late
(I told him this but, you know, I never meant it).

I’ve heard that I look like daughters and mothers and
ex-wives, the truth is,
people see who they want to see.
I’ve seen Polaroids of children on the insides of wallets
from which I took sixty bucks.
I tucked the money into my garter
because I’m someone’s child too
and then I took a taxi to the Cathedral.




Enter Esme, Friday, 11 PM

Esme hosted parties
that would go on for days.
Esme
almost always fully nude
and almost always covered in ink.
She affected everything she touched.
One day I saw her
and she was plastered with blue paint
it dripped off her nose and eyelashes
another day it was shaving cream
and when she got evicted
her parties moved onto the street outside.
She said a lot of bullshit
and a few true things which is preferable
to those who say a lot of bullshit
and no true things.
She once married seven people
at the same time.
She would marry anyone who asked.
She loved saying yes.



The End of Men, Wednesday, Unknown Time

Masculine like a boy and
feminine like a cold planet
colliding with another,
big blue waves
rolling along pale bodies,
rolling two fingers
around a slick marble,
as big as a planet
as massive as love
and as small as the small
of your back.
I know that the world is not good
but is profoundly exciting
and love never leaves me for long.




Valentina Reetz is originally from Seattle and now resides in Los Angeles. She holds a degree in philosophy. Her work has been featured in publications like Shameless Magazine, Beast Grrrl and Argyle Literary Magazine.


Svenska Grupp III No. 5



Hilma af Klint, Svenska Grupp III No. 5 (1907)

Aedín Jane Smyth

Counting Matchsticks

To achieve perfect lighting you need two taper candles,
a tealight, wide-span windows, and us. I watched you turn

this into an art form. A candle, lit for too long, can cause headaches.
I know because you told me and now I can’t stop

thinking about it, or you. I light
a birthday cake candle in my bedroom and half the time, I’m afraid,

and the other, I’m with you. Any headache is worth sitting close
tucked under H&M wool blankets swapping secrets, glazed

in curated honey light. Couch squares slip
beneath us tectonic plates in your living room. Sleep

we’ve tried, persuaded by a kiss, racing sun to its rising.
The two hundred euro kettle boils water—

87 degrees celsius—and we’re privy to the first efforts
of the neighbour learning a new instrument. The shirt comes off,

bare skin a prize to mind. You’ve asked me to look
at you. Eye-contact is the scariest thing we’ve done.

But you asked. The candles in the kitchen
won’t give you a headache anymore. I’ve asked them not to.





Aedín Jane Smyth is an Irish poet and writer. She holds a BA in English and Creative Writing from University College Dublin. She’s a slow-burn type of person, in all areas of her life. Her writing explores relationships, identity, ageing, and crisis. Currently, she is trying to find what feels good in life, hold on to it, and let it grow. Her work has previously been published in New Word Order, Caveat Lector, and Hearth Magazine. Find more of her writing on her Substack @aednjane.

The Swan No. 16



Hilma af Klint, The Swan No. 16 (1915)

Penny Wei

Self-Portrait as Girl in a Catholic Bathroom, Unfolding

The bell rings, half-dismissal, half-warning. I pocket
my rosary beside a half-open lipgloss & fumble with

my left earring: a gold flower, miniature as accident’s
passing. The right is a safety pin, stolen from denim

jackets I only wear in mirrors. The bathroom’s fluores-
cents flicker as a blessing. A girl walks in, mascara

running holy as a stained viper. I lower, press palms to
cheek acnes & whisper forgiveness into my knuckles.

In theology, they say the soul is male, even in women.
I take notes pink-penned & suck cap ink like penance.

Actually, Mr. Lawrence, I’ve memorized the verses but
never the meanings—how one becomes a psalm, a

parable, a bruise no one bothers to bless. At home,
Mother calls me while folding laundry as scripture, socks

paired, creases smoothed into silence. Unlike me. She
asks if a boy has ever crowded me into lockers &

parted my thighs as tender, falling meat. I say no &
trace the telephone wire as jaguar’s vein. Rewind.

Last night, I kissed a girl who wore glitter like armor.
Exchanging, she willowed my forehead & said,

You’re not sinned for blooming in the wrong season,
her breath clinging to my collar as an untranslated hymn.

In Georgia, summer heat fevers like a sermon—slow, certain.
Before the church I was sat: chair folding, knees bare,

sweat-rigidly spined. The pastor opened his palms like
a wound. Child, confess. And behind me, the congregation

swallowed their tongues just long enough to spit.
Unclean, unnatural, hell-bound. The AC choked my throat

a contraction. If God was really present, He never spoke.
I told Grandma, once. July bubbling, mosquitoes haloed

the porchlight. She sucked on the buzzing, squinted, then spat:
you might as well get raped. I only folded into lawn chairs,

& watched flies smoulder themselves clean into bulbs.
I didn’t cry. I didn’t burn. Not then. Today, I press a Post-it

to the bathroom stall: You are holy in the whole of you.
The ink bleeds, the heart stubborns into remains. By lunch,

it was peeled. Yet somewhere between the graffiti & gospel,
it made sense to me. Later, the bell rings as resurrection.

I rewrite, smaller, & re-press. I let it wait. I let it become a prayer.






Penny Wei is from Shanghai and Massachusetts. She can be seen on Dialogist, The Weight Journal, Inflectionism and has been recognized by The Word Works and Longfellow House. She also has a passion for journalism.

Tree of Knowledge No. 1



Hilma af Klint, Tree of Knowledge No. 1 (1913-1915)

Emily Small

The Five Rivers

I looked at you
With such feeling
Brought to me
Was fear of hell

Punishment
For the unholy thrill of watching
Your beautiful body
Move through the day

For the lust of my eyes
I fear
I would come to know
All five rivers in hell

In the river of hatred
Will I be made to wash my hair
For I had been an animal
Far too much in love

In the river of pain
For your name
Said softly to myself
Will I be damned to learn to swim

In the river of fire
I will burn eternal
For the greed for your body
And an animal am I
Far too much in love

Will I be plunged
In the river of tears
To have dreamt of you
Without end

And into the river of oblivion
Will I be made to drink and to forget myself forever
For I had been an animal
Far too much in love





Emily Small is an England-born, Michigan-based poet whose work explores memory, resilience, and the subtle transformations of the inner world. She has been writing poetry and painting since childhood, and her creative life is shaped by a deep sensitivity to people, place, and the shifting landscapes of emotion. Her poems trace the intersections of longing, clarity, and the ways we continue to remake ourselves. ETSY  -  INSTAGRAM


Altarpiece No. 2



Hilma af Klint, Altarpiece No. 2 (1915)